Seeing what you wrote, the part where you said "Even when I used youtube" caught my attention, why Youtube is a part of the result?, anyways, the lack of inspiration could be a hard thing to overcome, but using another problem sometimes is the way to fix it; by that I mean your "Lack of skill" (which I don't think you got). What is the thing that you think you're lacking of?, more often than not, it just a perspective problem.
(My original message was way longer than this, but I had to shorten)

write down every idea you have, then refine them at your leisure. the lazy man's way

@shingo Lack of inspiration and skill really.

difficult to make videos for lack of time, or inspiration? Me personally, I have a huge backlog of videos, but little time to execute them

you should make another cidoku music sampler

yo this dude named @Newt0 Called you a dude

thanks dad I love the rich and smooth taste of lung cancer

Dad?! what took you so long to find a pack of ciggies??

I shall try my very best! <3

Once I am old as you, I shall be just as amazing! My new role model